Id Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About - Mayday Parade
LIFE IN SEREITEI
SHINIGAMI
OTHER SQUADS
REPORT
http://www.imeem.com/rockmusic5/music/a8dN0lTO/mayday-parade-id-hate-to-be-you-when-people-find-out-what-t/
Song recommendation by Me ^^ : I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about. Woke up with stomache in the morning. But still later going cousin's bdae.
Im numb. I cant be affected by anyone anymore and at anytime.
Please do leave a tag so that i know at least theres someone out there reading this.
Takecare, Kel ^^
10:08 AM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Been com-ing alot these few days
im beginning to revert back to my old self...
perhaps i should just spoil the com so wont play anymore...
Anyway not too happy today cause no school.... Bored~
Notes to self: 1)Im a nobody.
2)Although im a nobody, i still hope to excel in life
3)Sometimes, miracles do happen in life.
Miracles don't just happen, people make them happen-Misato Katsuragi
Guess its about time i awoke from this dream of mine. Its time to face the world.
Do rmb to leave a taggy
Takecare, Kel =)
4:22 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Firstly sorry for not blogging ytd.
Had headache and felt nauseous after math extra lessons ytd -.-
Anyway, today was normal school day as usual.
Had problems finishing my english journal in class due to constant talking =p
gonna pass up tmr ^^
Looking forward to thursday though. cause no need go sch plus friday labour day so its 4 day weekend WOO ^^
anyways duno what to blog about le~
take care,
Kel =)
2:53 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Note to self:
1) Be more optimistic.
2) Be more friendlier
3) Dont be a wet blanket, laugh it out.
11:24 AM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Freaking tired in school today cause lack of slp.
Tried slping during phy lesson then kena scold.
End of day reached home and slept.
Finally ok le =)
Tomo gonna retest for NAPFA again cause i got D for my sit and reach -.-
10:55 PM
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Went library to study today but end up i only did a drawing LOL. Halfway yuting went to do fnn stuffy then after she left everyone started slacking le LOL
Alfred kept losing at soltaire and me and yitian kept laughing at him =p
He also lose until very pek chek LOL
Anyway today was FUN FUN day =)
9:51 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
The world is out there. yet im in here.
Nobody cares anymore. Nobody ever does.
9:22 AM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Found This nice song on imeem quite nice ya? anyway dunno what to blog about but will be writing a long post maybe tomorrow. kk bye now :)
5:03 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
today i went to imm for dinner with my parents and went for a little shopping after wards. but then after we finished shopping at giant we went to this service counter to exchange a set of poker cards for the packet of carlsberg my father bought.
but then something stupid happened. a middle-aged guy, around 20 plus i think went to the service counter and shouted at the clerks for their manager. i was standing right beside the guy so i was a bit shocked tio =O. anyway after the manager appeared the guy began to scold her shouting about some pepsi and cola lucky draw counter. my mum told me it was a salesman whom was angry because his product's lucky draw counter was taken away or something but i think also cannot anyhow scold people like that ma! and he scolded quite loud sia... and i think that this was the first time i saw a real unreasonable singaporean in action =.="
anyway take care,
Kel =D
9:39 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
i saw some videos on youtube today and i suddenly realised that its been a long time since i last cried. normally my friends who watch some touching movies would sorta cry whereas i dont even have the feeling. i just find that its not worth it in a sense plus i cant even cry even if i wanted to. its just so strange i dont know how to describe it. my mind is so confused now. i always thought crying would be humane nature but now im trying hard to find that feeling. that reason, for me to cry about,be depressed about. i always thought that not crying were for those 'real men' but now i think that crying is about letting your emotions through. letting people know how i feel. i feel that i have lost a part of me that was hidden somewhere inside the past. i will try hard to grasp that kind of feeling when i knew how to let people know of my feelings. i feel too that this part of me that is missing is the nature of caring for someone, the want to please someone, the nature to love my friends and all others unselfishly.
feeling a bit depressed right now. but still that part of me is still missing, lost somewhere inside trying to find a way out...
6:22 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.