Id Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About - Mayday Parade
LIFE IN SEREITEI
SHINIGAMI
OTHER SQUADS
REPORT
today i went to imm for dinner with my parents and went for a little shopping after wards. but then after we finished shopping at giant we went to this service counter to exchange a set of poker cards for the packet of carlsberg my father bought.
but then something stupid happened. a middle-aged guy, around 20 plus i think went to the service counter and shouted at the clerks for their manager. i was standing right beside the guy so i was a bit shocked tio =O. anyway after the manager appeared the guy began to scold her shouting about some pepsi and cola lucky draw counter. my mum told me it was a salesman whom was angry because his product's lucky draw counter was taken away or something but i think also cannot anyhow scold people like that ma! and he scolded quite loud sia... and i think that this was the first time i saw a real unreasonable singaporean in action =.="
anyway take care,
Kel =D
9:39 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
i saw some videos on youtube today and i suddenly realised that its been a long time since i last cried. normally my friends who watch some touching movies would sorta cry whereas i dont even have the feeling. i just find that its not worth it in a sense plus i cant even cry even if i wanted to. its just so strange i dont know how to describe it. my mind is so confused now. i always thought crying would be humane nature but now im trying hard to find that feeling. that reason, for me to cry about,be depressed about. i always thought that not crying were for those 'real men' but now i think that crying is about letting your emotions through. letting people know how i feel. i feel that i have lost a part of me that was hidden somewhere inside the past. i will try hard to grasp that kind of feeling when i knew how to let people know of my feelings. i feel too that this part of me that is missing is the nature of caring for someone, the want to please someone, the nature to love my friends and all others unselfishly.
feeling a bit depressed right now. but still that part of me is still missing, lost somewhere inside trying to find a way out...
6:22 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
had fever yesterday and couldnt sleep until 3 plus z.z woke up at 7am plus for tuition now quite ok le but still got abit of coughing hope i get well soon =.=
take care,
kelvin =D
11:13 AM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
why is it that i don't have people to talk to whenever i go msn and why is it that people refuses to talk to me even though i'm trying my best to change myself.. why why why... T.T
5:57 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
hello citizens who are reading this blog please kindly leave a tag after reading thank you =D
Today was kinda a normal day at school and here i am at home struggling with the testimonial assignment given by my form teacher =.="
first time writing one so kinda no ideas?
anyway recently have been completing assignments and handing them up on time. well most of it. anyway will try to work harder to get into a poly/course that i like not other courses that i dont like.
Short post only la what you expecting LOL
everyone take care~
kelvin, bye =D
4:20 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Today went to SP with some of my frens~
SP RAWKS LO!!!
Not only are the lecturers friendly so are the pupils there plus the courses i been to was fully explained by the lecturers or students. Overall to sum up the SP trip is that is wasnt a wasted trip and that i have a strong feeling towards Game design and property development although i dint get the chance to go and ask further about property development i still feel that it is the course for me that suits me! i need more detail to confirm on that course. i also get to know how games are made because my friends and i went to the school of design to take a look and we were just amazed by the year 3 students final product.
i noticed something in SP is that it is VERY EASY to get lost in the campus =.= we wasted like a lot of time trying to search for a place la =.=
anyway met zhan yi at SP and he just brushed past me saying hello =.= cannot stop awhile chit-chat meh? and er leg very suan from walking so much =o tomo still going NP to check out the courses there but i already like SP very much <3 <3
going to do my hmwk now bye~ and rmb to leave a tag =D
7:09 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Had a workshop on how to succeed in life and i guess i had this feeling inside me that was telling myself to study hard....
but even though that feeling is mostly what pushes me on, i still need support from my family, my friends and most importantly myself.
At the workshop, i learn about the importance of making plans and working backwards in life which the trainer kept ringing in our ear to begin with the end in mind.
I guess that phrase will be what pushes me the most from now on and the trainer also said that it is possible for anyone to get into their dream school ,course,etc as long as one is determined enough.
So i am going all out.
To my friends,family and all those reading this.
I am going to score below 13 in the 'O' levels and as a promise to myself this will be the last post until i have completed my exams.
People who want to succeed in life.Begin with the end in mind and you shall enjoy a great life.
Kel.
3:14 PM
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.