Whutever

2009-05-01T10:08:00.002+08:00

http://www.imeem.com/rockmusic5/music/a8dN0lTO/mayday-parade-id-hate-to-be-you-when-people-find-out-what-t/

Song recommendation by Me ^^ : I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about. Woke up with stomache in the morning. But still later going cousin's bdae.

Im numb. I cant be affected by anyone anymore and at anytime.

Please do leave a tag so that i know at least theres someone out there reading this.

Takecare, Kel ^^

2009-04-30T16:22:00.002+08:00

Been com-ing alot these few days

im beginning to revert back to my old self...

perhaps i should just spoil the com so wont play anymore...

Anyway not too happy today cause no school.... Bored~

Notes to self: 1)Im a nobody.
2)Although im a nobody, i still hope to excel in life
3)Sometimes, miracles do happen in life.

Miracles don't just happen, people make them happen-Misato Katsuragi

Guess its about time i awoke from this dream of mine. Its time to face the world.

Do rmb to leave a taggy
Takecare, Kel =)

2009-04-28T14:53:00.003+08:00

Firstly sorry for not blogging ytd.

Had headache and felt nauseous after math extra lessons ytd -.-
Anyway, today was normal school day as usual.
Had problems finishing my english journal in class due to constant talking =p
gonna pass up tmr ^^

Looking forward to thursday though. cause no need go sch plus friday labour day so its 4 day weekend WOO ^^

anyways duno what to blog about le~

take care,
Kel =)

2009-04-25T11:24:00.001+08:00

Note to self:

1) Be more optimistic.
2) Be more friendlier
3) Dont be a wet blanket, laugh it out.

2009-04-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Freaking tired in school today cause lack of slp.
Tried slping during phy lesson then kena scold.
End of day reached home and slept.
Finally ok le =)

Tomo gonna retest for NAPFA again cause i got D for my sit and reach -.-

2009-04-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

Went library to study today but end up i only did a drawing LOL. Halfway yuting went to do fnn stuffy then after she left everyone started slacking le LOL

Alfred kept losing at soltaire and me and yitian kept laughing at him =p

He also lose until very pek chek LOL

Anyway today was FUN FUN day =)

2009-04-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

The world is out there. yet im in here.
Nobody cares anymore. Nobody ever does.

2009-02-05T17:03:00.002+08:00

Found This nice song on imeem quite nice ya? anyway dunno what to blog about but will be writing a long post maybe tomorrow. kk bye now :)

2009-01-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

today i went to imm for dinner with my parents and went for a little shopping after wards. but then after we finished shopping at giant we went to this service counter to exchange a set of poker cards for the packet of carlsberg my father bought.

but then something stupid happened. a middle-aged guy, around 20 plus i think went to the service counter and shouted at the clerks for their manager. i was standing right beside the guy so i was a bit shocked tio =O. anyway after the manager appeared the guy began to scold her shouting about some pepsi and cola lucky draw counter. my mum told me it was a salesman whom was angry because his product's lucky draw counter was taken away or something but i think also cannot anyhow scold people like that ma! and he scolded quite loud sia... and i think that this was the first time i saw a real unreasonable singaporean in action =.="

anyway take care,
Kel =D

2009-01-20T18:22:00.002+08:00

i saw some videos on youtube today and i suddenly realised that its been a long time since i last cried. normally my friends who watch some touching movies would sorta cry whereas i dont even have the feeling. i just find that its not worth it in a sense plus i cant even cry even if i wanted to. its just so strange i dont know how to describe it. my mind is so confused now. i always thought crying would be humane nature but now im trying hard to find that feeling. that reason, for me to cry about,be depressed about. i always thought that not crying were for those 'real men' but now i think that crying is about letting your emotions through. letting people know how i feel. i feel that i have lost a part of me that was hidden somewhere inside the past. i will try hard to grasp that kind of feeling when i knew how to let people know of my feelings. i feel too that this part of me that is missing is the nature of caring for someone, the want to please someone, the nature to love my friends and all others unselfishly.

feeling a bit depressed right now. but still that part of me is still missing, lost somewhere inside trying to find a way out...

2009-01-18T11:13:00.001+08:00

had fever yesterday and couldnt sleep until 3 plus z.z woke up at 7am plus for tuition now quite ok le but still got abit of coughing hope i get well soon =.=

take care,
kelvin =D

2009-01-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

why is it that i don't have people to talk to whenever i go msn and why is it that people refuses to talk to me even though i'm trying my best to change myself.. why why why... T.T

2009-01-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

hello citizens who are reading this blog please kindly leave a tag after reading thank you =D

Today was kinda a normal day at school and here i am at home struggling with the testimonial assignment given by my form teacher =.="
first time writing one so kinda no ideas?

anyway recently have been completing assignments and handing them up on time. well most of it. anyway will try to work harder to get into a poly/course that i like not other courses that i dont like.

Short post only la what you expecting LOL
everyone take care~
kelvin, bye =D

2009-01-08T19:09:00.002+08:00

Today went to SP with some of my frens~

SP RAWKS LO!!!

Not only are the lecturers friendly so are the pupils there plus the courses i been to was fully explained by the lecturers or students. Overall to sum up the SP trip is that is wasnt a wasted trip and that i have a strong feeling towards Game design and property development although i dint get the chance to go and ask further about property development i still feel that it is the course for me that suits me! i need more detail to confirm on that course. i also get to know how games are made because my friends and i went to the school of design to take a look and we were just amazed by the year 3 students final product.

i noticed something in SP is that it is VERY EASY to get lost in the campus =.= we wasted like a lot of time trying to search for a place la =.=

anyway met zhan yi at SP and he just brushed past me saying hello =.= cannot stop awhile chit-chat meh? and er leg very suan from walking so much =o tomo still going NP to check out the courses there but i already like SP very much <3 <3

going to do my hmwk now bye~ and rmb to leave a tag =D

2009-01-05T15:14:00.002+08:00

Had a workshop on how to succeed in life and i guess i had this feeling inside me that was telling myself to study hard....

but even though that feeling is mostly what pushes me on, i still need support from my family, my friends and most importantly myself.

At the workshop, i learn about the importance of making plans and working backwards in life which the trainer kept ringing in our ear to begin with the end in mind.

I guess that phrase will be what pushes me the most from now on and the trainer also said that it is possible for anyone to get into their dream school ,course,etc as long as one is determined enough.

So i am going all out.

To my friends,family and all those reading this.
I am going to score below 13 in the 'O' levels and as a promise to myself this will be the last post until i have completed my exams.

People who want to succeed in life.Begin with the end in mind and you shall enjoy a great life.

Kel.

New Year's coming!!

2008-12-31T23:38:00.002+08:00

New Years coming liao
in just a few more mins that is

Today, woke up at 9 to get a haircut but then ended up waiting for about 3 hours before my friend and i got a chance to cut ==

anyway came back to maple and read through a few blogs before realising something....

i haven really done anything constructive in 2008 except for being dumb and especially annoying.

But i came to the truth that if i want to make more friends, i have to be less annoying and i have to talk normally with them without being sarcastic all the time == . its a stupid habit of mine that i find hard to change but now i swear to myself that i am going to change my attitude in 2009.

Besides that i want to change my slackish attitude towards my schoolwork.

i haven worked hard all my life. i guess its about time i started to.

last but not least i would like to wish my friends and family a happy new year and hope that all of you will stay healthy and well

Lets work hard together in 2009!

Phone Repaired!!

2008-12-26T12:41:00.002+08:00

My phone finally repair hao le!!! =D finally can text normally xD

anyway will be going to east coast with my frens on monday any1 else want go msg me or tag me ok?

Bye for now =D

Lonely Christmas

2008-12-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

I wish Merry Xmas to myself.

Hope i can change myself next year to a better person to be liked.

Danzation

2008-12-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

Saturday was heck awesome~

The Dancers from the dance were really great and i luv the hip-hop

after that waited for my sis with zo took so long sia =.=" but anyway we went to

orchard to watch yes man its suppose to be quite nice ba but i felt i was too tired to

concentrate=.=.

anyway zy monster sweet =D

bye for now ~

2008-09-28T16:27:00.002+08:00

Woke up 1.30pm todae =D lol i slept at around 4 i think? hahas these few days very nice to slp =O

Anyways these few days i felt like ive bcome addicted to audi =0 dint noe it was so addictive when i first started hehe.

im thinking of makin this blog known to my frens at school but im abit shy leh >.< anyway zy pls tell me what u think cuz i think the only person reading is u =X anyways gona slack now

ciao

2008-09-22T15:43:00.002+08:00

WAAAA exams are coming and i still suck at maths and other subjects=.= plus i fucking duno y everyone in class is ignoring me or i too short issit so cannot see =.=!
out of all the subjects only physics and chem i can gurantee pass but the others i duno liao.....

bleahs heck care liao la chiong all the way and hope for the best!! and of coz expect the worst x.x

plus i everyday at home after school nothing do leh (i only study in school) any1 suggestions ???!!
plus went jp library ytd to study but in the end cannot concentrate then only study alittle =.= duno y i changed my attitude towards work so suddenly =.= thats all for now

byebye

First time Work =D

2008-07-28T23:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my first time working and it was not as tiring as i tot.

i yesterday around 2 plus reach there with my 3 frens jian wei, joshua(the one who introduced us) and ryan.

we went to the meeting place at farrer park mrt nearby and the job was fliers =.=

anyway the pay was quite good $7 per hour leh alot ok

plus go there can keep slacking one cuz supervisor oso veri slack =p

this was taken at outside mustafa there =p

anyway gona do my hmwk now

Buaii =0

2008-07-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

Been a long~ time since i last posted anything but i was surfing the net aimlessly
SO i decided to blog....

Today at sch everything seemed to be going well for me...
1ST EXample:the questions which i studied on math (last min) came out exactly teh same.
2ND:Example:almost half the class was punished for not doing chem hmwk but i wasnt caught by the teacher ROFL
3Rd:then during CME lesson our class went to lab for some quiz on recycling but i was playing viwawa with my classmates LMAO and best of all the teacher dint notice =)
kkx nothing to write le bye for now....

Sianx

2008-03-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

Recently i have gone back to dota with my friends cuz dont have anything to do alone so went i dota-ing again. School's work have sort of stabilized by a bit although i'm still wrestling with history and a few other subjects.
After the NE forum i feel that i have somewhat improved on my social studies without knowing it. Plus i would have to present a few things tomorrow in class. Nervous nervous.
K i don't have much to write about so until next time.^^

Trip to SDC.

2008-03-19T18:51:00.002+08:00

Today i went to the SDC for NE course which included an ang moh explaining to us and a whole bunch of students from other schools about how terrorist spread their ideals throughout the internet and after that we were allowed to go for a break then there was a movie called Everest quite interesting but one thing i must tell you all is that my friend in the last post i mentioned about didn't turn up which made me furious and the whole trip i was like sitting in a corner and minding my own business.Emo for short^^.After the movie was just crap stuff and i arrived back at school at about 6pm? Yea we were very behind time.K think that's all RMB to tag ^^ Btw zy good luck with your studies!!

First day of school!

2008-03-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

Todae's the first day of school! Yea i just came back from school and started to work on my new blog by spamming some posts but hope you'll will at least leave a tag after reading ><. I woke up at 6.45am this morning and by 6.50am, i was up and ready but guess what i barely made pass the gate and was almost considered late =.= yea i was lucky. The lessons started as usual blaa blaa blaa but the worst thing is that i found out that i have to go to school on wednesday which is suppose to be sports day and an off day for me and that i had to sacrifice all that just for some dumb trip to the SDC (Singapore Discovery Center) for NE. SIANX good thing is that i have a fren going too~ And hor i heard that i was SPECIALLY SELECTED to go there. WTF =.="

My first experience blogging.

2008-03-16T13:33:00.002+08:00

Hi guys and girls this my first time blogging so please inform me if there's anything wrong yea^^. Anyway i would like to give special thanks to zy for helping me create this blog.Yea he did most of the things i was like give him some codes.wait wait~ give him somemore things then wait again.Then when it was time for me to edit i was still asking him questions yea ima noob at this ^^ it's my first time doing this so i don't mine making mistakes thanks for reading! Oh yea school's starting tomorrow stress coming again.Haiz never mind then i will endure until the next weekend.
Ciao